Dr. Susan K. Smith, Senior pastor, Advent United Church of Christ in Columbus, Ohio.
I have always taught that fear and faith do not and cannot mix. The presence of fear means the absence of faith, and real faith cancels fear out.
Put together, fear and anger produce bad and dangerous reactions in people, like water falling in hot grease. They just do not mix.
I would like to say that I am not afraid, but I am. As I've listened to the rage expressed at McCain rallies, I am more and more frightened. The fears we all have about how to make it in this faltering economy are serious, to be sure. When you don't know how you're going to make a paycheck pay the bills and still be able to feed the family, you grow afraid. The $700 billion bailout isn't very reassuring to people on Main Street, in spite of the reassurances.
Times are rough and they promise to get rougher. We all know that, and for some people, their fear about how they're going to make it has led to absolute and total despair. Faith loses when despair grows; instead of believing that "trouble don't last alway," as an old Negro spiritual says, people held captive by fear believe that a bad moment is THE end and not merely a page in the chapter of one's life.
I don't feel that kind of fear about the economy, not on a personal level nor as it regards this nation. Good economic times are cyclical; one rides out the bad times, looking forward to the good times returning.
But this rage - fueled by this nation's unhealed racism - this rage scares me, because it's not cyclical. It is a chronic disease which has never been treated. Nobody wants to say that THE ISSUE underneath the rage is racism. People do not want a black man to be president; some would rather endure more years of economic hardship than have to say that a black man is their president.
My thought is that because we continue to act like the racial hatred that is so much a part of the American experience isn't really so bad, or, for some who say we live in a "post racial society," that it has disappeared, is that if Obama wins, there will be an explosion of anger the likes of which we cannot imagine.
What is even more daunting to me is that much of the fear about a black man being president is fueled by ignorance; it is amazing to me that, even now, in the 21st century, there are way too many white people who have never met a black person in their lives.
Fear is always greater when it walks hand in hand with the unknown.
For far too many whites, black people are mysteries, and bad mysteries at that. I have been in places where whites have asked, "Do black people take baths?" "Do black people work?" "How do you get your hair to be like that?" "How did you learn to speak so well?"
That's ignorance, which feeds the fear which leads to the rage.
That is a bad, bad mix.
A friend of mine, white, said that a friend of hers, also white, is worried "that the black people will riot if Obama doesn't win." She said he said he has his gun ready.
That just takes the wind out of me.
I don't think black people will riot. In fact, I know they won't. If there's suspicion that the voting hasn't been fair, there will be calls for recounts, lawsuits, investigations ... but no riots.
But if Obama wins, I worry that there will be a flurry of hate crimes, because fear will have fueled the rage that comes from this chronic, systemic disease of racism never having been ever treated or cured.
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